Life diversion.

Sometimes i feel discracted in life..quite often lately..that off road..diversion feeling..scary and unpleasant…like i missing out something, i should pull up my self, but i can’t..i’m short of fuel-strenght..probably need some serious service..
I wish i could be fast track car with 1000 of horsepower, running through life with no fear and failure…but i’m not…i’m just a car…year 1983…